What drew you to the conflict you created for your main character?
There are a bunch of conflicts in CARPE DIEM which fascinate me — like “fish out of water” and “travel transforms” which I’ve already covered in other questions. So here I’ll deal with the more internal ones — like the struggle between “spending all your time achieving versus taking time to enjoy life.” Vassar is determined to succeed in life. And as a sixteen year old, her self-imposed path to success begins and ends with getting into an Ivy League college. But when she’s forced to backpack through Southeast Asia during the summer with her whacky artist grandma instead of taking crucial Advanced Placement classes (and Advanced Advanced Placement classes!) she has the choice to either LIM (Live in the Moment) or continue obsessing about her future. Additionally, she’s forced to define “success” for herself – not just copy what her parents, teachers, or friends think.
The struggle between the present and the future can be best summed up in my novel’s epilogue from Pascal’s Pensees:
“Let each of us examine his thoughts; he will find them wholly concerned with the past or the future. We almost never think of the present, and if we do think of it, it is only to see what light it throws on our plans for the future. The present is never without end. The past and the present are our means, the future alone our end. Thus we never actually live, but hope to live, and since we are always planning how to be happy, it is inevitable that we should never be so.”
So, if Vassar can learn to LIM, she’ll at least have control over the moments. Or will she? Which brings us to another conflict: do you determine the course of your life or does God? Is there even a God? Dum dum dum DUM! Vassar finds herself in a situation where she has nothing else to do but mull this over. Like many of us, she refuses to ponder the big questions in life until she’s forced into it. And boy howdy, is she forced!
Yep, it turns out CARPE DIEM contains all the textbook conflicts: man vs. man, man vs. nature, man vs. self, man vs. God. Who knew?
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